stay what you are

As of last week, I’m officially in Pennsylvania again. Things have been up and down and really I’m having a hard time finding out exactly where I fit in…but I have faith things will continue to fall together. Until then, I’m just going to have to continue to find ways to fill my time. I need new hobbies or something! Give me ideas that entertain, people! I may go insane soon. 

In fact, on that note, I had a minor freak out on some IL friends yesterday that I’m not proud of, and I hope they can see it for what it was, and not take too much of it to heart. Cutting them off and acting angry is just my way of not dealing with the loneliness moving has given me. It’s amazing how you can feel all alone in a crowded room. 

ONE THING I’m proud of is that since I’ve come here…I’ve started working out everyday again. The last few weeks before the move there was no time to fit it in, but now it’s back in full swing and feels good. Summers coming, and being on the East Coast means beach : ) So on that note, I’m off to go jogging.

Victoria